Raquel Reed

Sarah Hudson is an awsome vocalist in the band ultraviolet, www.myspace.com/ultravioletsound I've known them for a while now ,and the whole band is so sweet. Hard to come by genuine people.. and they are.Sarah's style is very 80's pop..neon.But we wanna take it to the next level for a promo shoot and possible performance outfit. I want over the top, symmetry ,neon,80's,glam glitter! Her hair color is Red, so lets keep that in mind.I'm teaming up with an awsome designer, to make this wonderful creation!I'm styling the whole band..but creating a design from scratch for sarah.. So anything goes!

Alright let's hear some creative thoughts! post photo's inspiration anything! xo

#4 model on zivity in one day.. wow,and the #2 photo set of the week. I'm so happy to see my efforts in trying to get votes based on art and not nipples and your crotch showing to all of the internet.I was really nervous my set wouldnt do as well as i hoped due to it being a site pretty much dedicated to sets showing only that.Thank you everyone who has voted and please continue to do so. I will be posting alot more sets very soon.. One with redrum,And one with josh cole.Can't wait to show you guys. All proceeds of my zivity fund will go towards lots of new heels,posters for bamboozle,website fund for www.ihateraquelReed.com, and god only knows what else. So sign up to see the REST of the set and vote for me! thanks guys.







http://www.zivity.com/models/RaquelReed

I am trying to find the time to get on this website, When i get done with the layout of the site.. I will be asking you guys what you wanna see on the site.. Video's ? candids? behind the scenes ? tutorials? So just be patient guys i promise it will be worth it!I may even start doing live video streams possibly on stickam of photo shoots I am shooting while I shoot!You can even give me some critiques.;D I'm planning on shooting a very funny short film in my house in the next 2 months. Something new for me.

Alumni is officially one of the vendors for bamboozle may 2nd and 3rd! We are currently putting together a signing with me with a limited POSTER that will be for sale there! Brett's hair accessories will also be sold at our tent and a signing with ULTRAVIOLET! we are going to be located near main stage. I'm thinking to do the whole tent themed black and white.hmm.


Thank you everyone who bought my items on ebay I raised a few hundred dollars that will again be put twards promotion .I will be mailing out the items that are paid for on friday so try and pay before than if you bought something! xo







From my last La trip with ama lee..



This month..

[quote]+“Black Film” publishing on ZIVITY.com UP NOW!
+Frizzy Cube-march 15th
+Video Hostess: Raquel Reed . interviewing featured models and photographers for online segments! SNAPM event-march 26th nj
+Dr. Sketchy's model@ the slipper Room-march nyc[/quote]


I need to do another question and answers.. give em to me baby!

My nails are painted.. My suitcase was packed,and my mini pizza'a are ready. yay. Sharon and i are getting ready for our road trip to boston thursday morning.I'm looking forward to shoot with dave up there .. shot another zivity set... redrum.. and for poison applez;also shot with Rana x in her amazing latex she attempted to make for her first time.. the latex outfit was gorgeous !.Was so much fun with sharon. girly girl road trip.. There was so much changing of hair and makeup in two days im suprised my hair didnt fall out.










felicia and I.

I came home from boston and there was a little friend left on my bed..


Thank you jimi .. i love it!<3I have been working on my website!! yes finally. so give it a little i will have a fully functional site very soon! I saw my friend scarlett's new tattoo cover .. she looks so awsome .. now i cant wait for mine to come out! Next month it comes out in the UK. u.s. not till june. cant wait cant wait!Shot the yago monique makeup line last week.. I will be the face of the new line.The ad shoot was fast but I think the final product of it is gonna be rad!



those are lipstick marks on my arm from the previous shot.. haha dont ask.

we shot mikealis an up and coming rapper in nyc's music video two nights ago.Some how I got dragged into having a fake siesier on the ground.. and mike was saving me i think? haha no clue .. should be really funny though we were being so silly that night. Someone jacked money out of everyones wallets during that shoot. thats ny for ya! haha we were happily reemburst for our stolen goods though.










After filming we headed to pedro's house to get ready than swing by amandas pick her up and go to hiro. Big gay Hiro.danced to overly gay techno music and surrounded by half naked gogo boys flapping their bananna's around.But for us it was lady's night.so much fun.. but work the next day wasnt.I came home and ate crab cakes at 4am so good.



ive enjoyed the hello kitty collection at mac. so good.





my zivity set comes out 3/9/09 !!! I will be adding full sets witch means 20-30 photos of a shoot I do! and you can vote for me on there . so please sign up its free! The site is mostly for nude modeling.. but zivity wants to change that and go more of a fashion route.So we'll see how I do on there. Hopefully I can change the way the site is looked at as "who looks the best naked" and get votes based on art without nipples and gines. we'll see.we'll see.

http://www.zivity.com/users/RaquelReed




I need to start updating more i promise I will.. especially on my official site when it launches!
I've been thinking about doing something VERY dramatic with my hair in a few months .. maybe after bamboozle and my tattoo cover comes out in june..maybe.. i'll suck it up and go for this drastic change.. i'm thinking all black?maybe than going to some diff agencies.. after i build a port with a "natural hair color" we'll see..Just a thought.
PICK UP THE NEW NYLON MAGAZINE.. AND spot out ALUMNI!

This month im looking forward to ...

+josh cole w/Lady Lucie latex-march 8th
+“Black Film” publishing on ZIVITY.com 3/9/09
+House Of Bias latex w steve prue-end of march
+Frizzy Cube-march 15th
+Video Hostess: Raquel Reed . interviewing featured models and photographers for online segments! SNAPM event-march 26th nj
+Dr. Sketchy's model-march 28th nyc

the josh cole shoot.. we are shooting in my house next sunday.. in teal and pink latex to match my walls. I cant wait!
Dr. Sketchy's is what happens when cabaret meets art school.

http://www.drsketchy.com/schedule.php

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!xo
I will be posting lots of new shots from boston very soon keep warm guys!


p.s I turn 21 next month.. woah!finally :)What do you think I should do for my 21'st b day?

tracy lords:cry baby my new inspiration.. her look was too good in that movie her bangs were so short, brett wouldnt let me cut mine that short yet though. :(

You have to listen to your hair dresser.

We worked on our house for the past two months getting it cozzie,and trying to reflect us. We still have alot more work to do .. but heres a little sneak peak of my house. white walls have always bothered me so the first thing we did was invest in painting the walls.we also have black couches now no more green. the upstair's looks like barbies house i love it.




maybe ill take photos of the others room's soon.I've been getting goodies in the mail from a few latex designer's, it's been like christmas! hot pink latex with teal stars with matching gloves.. too good, too too good.

went to brett's house this week to catch up watch to wong fu and do hair. what else? liquesa got rhianna'a hair cut.. so short it looked awsome though!





We chose the two WINNERS for the alumni contest
First place-


We will be announcing the SECOND winner tomorrow! it was a tough decision there were so many great entries!

I think im gonna start doing little movies with funny plots I cant wait to start filming.. its in the works right now.Going to boston at the end of the month with sharon little mini roadtrip.. we are shooting a circus set together.. some zivity.com content and whatever else gets thrown at us..as of now im shooting a cosmetic line next week. witch i will be the face of for all print and online use .. yay!

+Yago monique cosmetic shoot-feb 20th
+Boston,MA dastardly dave for poisonapplez.com w/sharon tk -feb26th
+RedRum w/Sharon Tk-feb 27th
+josh cole march w/Lady Lucie latex-8th
+House Of Bias latex w steve prue-march
+Frizzy Cube-march 15th
+Video Hostess: Raquel Reed . interviewing featured models and photographers for online segments! SNAPM event-march 26th nj
+skeleanimals with kencredible- march 26th
+Dr. Sketchy's model-march 28th nyc
+styling the band Ultraviolet-nyc april
+tattoo life cover comes-out EUROPE april 15th 09
+The Bamboozle.. SIGNING at ALUMNI tent ! may 2nd nj
+The Bamboozle.. SIGNING at ALUMNI tent ! may 3rd nj
+tattoo life cover comes-out USA June 1st 09

a glimpse of the next few months.. I need it to be warm i'd do twice as much.. but i tend to hermit in this damn weather.Waiting on zivity.com to put up my first set, i hate this waiting game:( its free to sign up! so get on it and add me http://www.zivity.com/users/RaquelReed .


some more shots from virginia. thank you stuntkid,jmb photog,and chris for having me!i had a great time.






we are making new color version's of the nacho bear shirt i love it.will be available on www.alumninyc.net very soon!




It's valentines. day soon yayy! of course i have to work.. but its the hello kitty event at my job that day.. there is gonna be guys with no shirts on and big hello kitty heads standing around while i do makeup all day.. haha should be interesting.
All I want for valentines day are these killer heel's I bought them in red already but i want pink :( and godiva chocolate biscuits best thing ever yum!



I still need to think what to get my boyfriend for v day .. hmm any ideas?

I thought it would be fun to do a contest to give you guys a chance to win some cool stuff from Alumni.  I'm so proud of the line and all of you guys have been so awesome and such great supporters of it and that means alot to me.  

ENTER TO WIN

$100 Gift Card to the Online Store and a Gift Bag of Alumni Goodies Hand Picked by Moi for You!!! 

             

Here's how to enter to win it (read closely)

1. Take a cute picture of yourself modeling something you have from the ALUMNI line. (you can submit 1 (one) different photo/entry for each ALUMNI thing you own) 

***If you dont own anything ALUMNI yet, never fear -- you can make something with the word Alumni on it (a tshirt, hoodie, scarf, undies, any article of clothing you can think of -- be crazy creative!!) and take a picture wearing it and that will count too!

2. Upload your photo(s) on YOUR PROFILE on BUZZNET and tag it "Alumni"

3. Come back TO THIS JOURNAL and leave me a comment BELOW with the link to the photo you uploaded on your own page.

I'll look through all the pictures and pick my 2 favorites next Friday.

The best one (1) will win $100 Gift Card for the Alumni site and one (1) runner-up will win a gift bag of Alumni stuff!

So get snapping!!! -- I can't wait to see all of you model pics!!

Visit the Alumni Store Online http://alumninyc.net/collection.php

 

Im like a bear. I'm in hybernation. I've watched countless friends eat shit on the front staires of my house; And ate shit myself. haha On my way to Virginia next week. I've never been I'm excited to see what its all about. Shooting with stuntkid and a few others,I'm so excited,I've always wanted to work with him .And jane doe latex i believe. I'm stealing brett and taking him on this road trip. I cant wait.. winter road trip.. best time. as of right now this is what the future brings.
+Boston,MA dastardly dave for poisonapplez.com -feb26th
+RedRum w/Sharon Tk-feb 27th
+stuntkid- w/jane doe latex-Virginia Jan-26th
+Christopher Bautista shoot-jan26th 27th Virginia
+PHOTOGRAPHY BY JMB shoot-jan 26th 27th Virginia
+J_S Photography w/House Of Bias clothing -feb
+Yago monique cosmetic shoot-jan 20th or 21st?
+Video Hostess: Raquel Reed . interviewing featured models and photographers for online segments! SNAPM event-march 26th nj
+Dr. Sketchy's model-march 28th nyc
+Los Angeles- April?might take vaca in may
instead
+tattoo life cover comes-out EUROPE april 15th 09
+The Bamboozle.. SIGNING at ALUMNI tent ! may 2nd nj
+The Bamboozle.. SIGNING at
ALUMNI tent ! may 3rd nj
+tattoo life cover comes-out USA June 1st 09
Jimi is doing the designers market on saturday for alumni..hope people love it there <3In feb im shooting a cosmetic line,Yago monique cosmetic. I'm going to be the face of it..yay:) We painted our hallway going up the a staires hot orange today.I dont think jimi likes it. haha Its gotta grow on you.. it's a little blinding.

I cant wait to show you guys the outcome of liquesa shoot.. my roomate. I did her hair and makeup she looks beautiful!I bought this phone on ebay last night. I have a huge ebay problem.type in anything you want and it comes up .. its too easy.

NEW ITEMS ON WWW.ALUMNINYC.NET
go check them out in the collection section! and buy some stuff. SUPPORT!
thanks guys..
we will be having a contest VERY soon involving alumni and who can take the best photo in an alumni product xo so get ready! you could win a free shopping trip on the site xo
We may be having an alumni FASHION SHOW during nyc fashion week in feb.. more word on that soon xo
me and carlos shot in my house before jimi and I painted it. I thought id take advantage of white walls.


now that we have an orange hallway i should have gone with the orange phone .. shit. oh well. I shot the FUNNIEST video for snapm.. a model and photog meet and great party in march. It's kind of 80's dreamy looking haha I had 5 mintes to learn a script.and I forgot my makeup at home of course.

Steve and I have been wokring on more zivity.com sets.. we will be putting them up soon.So make sure to sign up to that site.To view them.
more from this set and more!

This is my Don't talk to me face.
I love the person who made this! it even says my website down the chains.. <3 09 is all about re starting.. and growing better as a person and with your career.

I think I'll start posting new photos that inspire me every month xo I love all these photos!!!
hope you guys get inspired by these like I have<3

Listening to- keri hilson-return the favor It's 8 days into the new year and I have already given myself so many new projects.. This new year it's all about over working yourself! Saturday I'm filming the teaser to the next snap'm.. I will be the video host at the next one in march interviewing everyone.. Something new for me.. I'm never on a video camera.. always photo shoots. so should be interesting.

Doing the styling to shoot my roomate liquesa on sunday .. I'm thinking kind of a circus brittney spears theme for her ! I'll also be shooting another zivity set on sunday. I need to get that paper work done so i can post the two sets now on that site. It's a process ..ugh.

Brett came over the other night and saved my hair thank god!! It hadn't been done for about 5 months haha.I ow him big time. I think there was a dread forming somewhere in there . hahah We might go to philly next week for the hell of it. I hope we do. Ive been on vacation since the 2nd.. from work and i love it.. free time to book things for modeling. but i go back to work at mac on the 15th.

Were trying to get ready for bamboozle ALREADY. were doing a vendor booth selling alumni.. might even have a cotton candy machine.. and ill be doing signing's.It's crazy how much work is going to go into it preparing.

New years Liquesa,me,jimi,and manny.. drove up to sharons house.. and spent it with her and her friends. it was a funny night.We drove around for about an hour trying to find food that was open .. everything was closed! horrible. we finally found a mc donalds. score!.. we four came back to the party and found everyone naked in the hot tub.. while its below zero outside haha crazy people!.. we all went to bed.. and stayed out of the naked hot tub. Im the old lady that goes to bed first haha.ALWAYS.











We found this weird arm in sharons house hahaha



I dont think i wanted to be kissed hahaha



manny passed out first..he wanted mc donalds..badly.







I really am so done with winter. we have really steep steps going up to my house and everyone keeps eating shit on them because of all the ice haha.

I turn 21 this year I cant wait ! finally haha iv'e always been the youngest one in any club i worked in .. or just with my friends .. so im excited to be legal finally yes!

some more photos from La..




my mom was in the room watching wife swap during this shoot.. priceless.

Whats your favorite reality show right now? mine is anything to do with rock of love.. i love the rock of love tour going on right now! and all the train wrecks on it. I cant stop watching it.
expecially nikki i think her name is all the way on the right.. shes awsome! haha

This year has been one of my best... I completely turned myself into the girl I always wanted to be. Im at a very good time and place in my life. I hope 09 can only bring all the dreams I still want to pursue.I just moved into a house with my boyfriend Jimi of a year,big step for me. I'm 20 years old and and in the life of a 30 year old and I love it .. im very content. We painted the living room and comp room TEAL today. I cant wait to show you guys . I'm gonna make a video in a few days and show you guys the color..and do a video answering those questions you guys asked me a while ago. If theres anything else you want to know go ahead and leave it in a comment in the blog . A week ago I shot with lauren wk for a zivity set weraing latex.. I love it And i cant wait to show you guys the photos.. here are some behind the scenes shots..we shot for alumni's new winter stuff also xo

me passing time on the computer..

joel my makeup artist.. doing laurens makeup.. hes amazing!

<3

alumni gear

lauren in alumni.. shes so cute!




The best dress anyone has ever made me! i love oliver!

the best team ever!



i Love latex! So im on a mission to get my roomate into modeling so if you have a model mayhem please add her shes so cute! www.modelmayhem.com/liquesa my makeup box i take to shoots haha We will be having an alumni contest very soon.. just to give you guys a heads up . I believe its whoever takes the best photo in an alumni item gets 100$ to spend on the site and there photo posted on the alumni site xo So make sure you get some stuff to take your photo in www.alumninyc.net !!




What are you guys going to do for new years? Im staying out of the city since every crazy holiday like halloween or anything like that you will get stuck in 5 hour traffic getting into the city..I'm gonna go to my friend sharon tk's house party . should be fun just hanging with friends out of a club enviroment.


Have a happy new year guys! whats your new years resolution? I need to think long and hard about mine.. hmm

Christmas makes me not wanna wear makeup weeks on end. Its so draining.. I hope everyone gets what they ask for.. A little birdy told me we were getting a new imac computer so i cant wait to update you guys in my new house . that means more videos and photos! Sorry I havn't answered the question's and answers you guys gave me I plan on doing that after xmas in a video!




ill add more photos from this set with carlos soon i promise..

my website has been pushed back.. my web girls comp broke a few months ago so we cant work on the site till after x mas.
:( ill just keep you guys updated on here and buzznet for now.

I still havnt posted photos from la so i thought id do that for you guys. I had such a great time while I was there .. It was very short though .. was literally there for a day and a half.I stayed at the standard hotel which is very modern. I always love staying there.I saw my mom and she stayed with me the whole time.. it was really good seeing her it had been forever.. Also saw my best La friend Jessica,she is always a good time.








we are rediculous together.. ive known her since high school.
im random these are my feet.


The hotel room was rediculous . everything was really sexual,and my mom was staying with me how awkward hahaha.

this is the heater button in the room..


and the weird condoms that came in the room hahah

of course my mom was the one to point these out haha



rediculous haha

so while i was there for one night i figured is take advantage and shoot with ama.. she made this awsome gold prom backdropfor us to shoot with. it was so last minute and we shot in about an hour.


also shot with destroy inc that same day.

she drove jessica and I back to the hotel met up with my mom again. and went to the cha cha lounge . Ran into dan O wearing an alumni shirt!


that really made my night!

The next day my mom and I spent the day together.. it was really nice this is her.. we really do look alot alike.




met this gorgous girl named deena at a filming that same day.. she was so cute! I had to take a photo with her.


flew back to ny that same day and made it to work on time..ugh i was so tired..

doing a house call tomorrow doing a girls makeup tomorrow night.. than a christmas party. shot with steve two days ago with lauren WK . I had the best time.. Shot in latex.. for a zivity set. i cant wait to see the photos. I wanna get more into latex. it interests me. I have alot to learn about it though.zivity is an online place for models and photogs to put sets of 10+ photos up of shoots.. you vote and how many votes you get you can get up to 30-60 cents per vote. i think steve said. you have to be invited to join though and i believe 18+ http://www.zivity.com/users/RaquelReed check it out.

Im on my way to a funeral right now:( merry xmas.

I'm putting in my list now and keeping my fingers crossed.
red betsey bag



black chandelier

and a milkshake tattoo on my butt cheek


dear santa please make these things apear for me, i'll make you cookies in return.

also if you guys are looking for some awsome presents for christmas check out alumni.. and buy some stuff and support since we need furniture in our new house haha xo


go to hottopic.com

or for a wider selection go to ALUMNINYC.net





or get a poster as a gift! xo



what are some things you guys want for christmas?

I'm off to la tomorrow at 6am. im going for a secret meeting.. hints: production company..tv..many interesting people in one room. should be fun.I dont know why i get so nervous when i travel now.. it's like ive never done it before.. so weird.

this is what my sceduale looks like.. its a little crazy..
thurs-
6:00 am car service pick up to JFK
9:00 am flight
12:30 land in LAX
12:30 pick up-to the standard hotel.
meet up with jessica,cat,and my mom hopefully.
shoot with detroy inc at night..
girls night out.
Friday-
meeting at 4pm
6-7 shoot with klariza?
11:55 pm Lax
arrive 8:10 am at JFK
8:10 car pick up
arrive home at 11am..
work at mac at 2pm-11pm.

I'm about to need red bulls up the ass and alot of eye concealer.

i promise to take lots of photos..
im sorry iv;e been lagging.. ive also been moving all week.. and my friend lequesa is moving in friday. should be nice to have a girlfriend around.
i need to go drive to my new house..take a bath,put in some extentions,pack my little teal suitcase.. and order chinese.
this is a photo of my identical luggage i have haha !



wish me luck on this meeting! xo

Last night I watched the Britney Documentary.as i bet alot of you did also. It was really sad to me. It's crazy that that much fame can really be a burden on someone. .instead of being a positive thing. I bet she never would have thought 10 years back.. how miserable it would have made her.And I really want to know what her ex really did to her.. because he fucked her up so bad. the ways men can affect you.. it's crazy.


what did you think about it?

ask away xo   

Sorry I havnt been updating too much, or writing any blogs,I was so busy the last week.. now im back to work and trying to relax a bit.

The other week was the snap'm event.. where i modeled for a few hours.. sold some alumni at our table and had a mini alumni fashion show. It was alot of fun, but wasnt too much my crowd..felt a little out of place at times haha, but hey whatever throw on some bedazzled undies and call it a day!



sharon ,brett,cassandra,joel,and liquesa all came out and helped. thanks guys!









The avex auditon was last sunday....


Avex is one of the largest record companies in Japan. I went in at 8pm by myself scared as shit, with my portfolio in hand.They gave me a number took some head shots and threw me in a room alone with 6 asian judges all sitting at a table in a sound proof room. There was a stage with a spot light and a mic. oh shit.. i thought to myself. They passed around my portfolio picking their favorite photos..and told me i look like betsey jhonson. and asked about the tooth on my foot. than came the singing portion. haha oh boy. I sang one of my favorite songs... Big fun, by inner city. def fits me.went well hit my notes..and called it a night.. left and met up with pedro,brett,and kayvon and went over to the paper magazine nightlife awards..







Im so glad i got to catch solange knowles performance.. she was awsome live.


and her outfit that night was def way cute.

saw alot of old friends.. was a weird night ended by eating lots of nacho's and cheese ravioli's yum.
woke up the next day, and talked music with kayvon,worked on my voice a little and planed the future.

ive been going ebay crazy ever since i got him i ran out of my favorite lipstick.. hollywood nights.. its what i wear everyday.. so i had to buy it on ebay.along with this awsome unicorn sweater i found!my new favorite item..



im having an ebay auction right now so check it out!

http://shop.ebay.com/merchant/raquelreed_W0QQ_nkwZQQ_armrsZ1QQ_fromZQQ_mdoZ

im trying to have an ebay auction at least once a month.

sunday Is the tattoo cover Re-shoot. We have to re shoot it because the makeup was too heavy last time.. and we shot full body which didnt show my tattoo's well enough. so were doing a whole different look.. but putting the old shoot in the center fold. i made this awsome leotard made out of mirrors. brett is doing awsome giant crimped hair. ive never had that i cant wait!



what hair STYLE would you like to see on me?not color*

Just went and got my nails done and hit up target to buy a pink computer chair..starting to get some house stuff together.. we were suppose to move in nov 1st but they had to put the carpet in this week and re du the roof.. brand new is better anyways, its worth the wait.

The other night we went to scarletts 80s prom party.. I didnt really feel like dressing up 80s , blame it on the cold.Oh well.












underwear shots are priceless hahaha!

These are some shots from bretts hair portfolio shoot. hope it gets him some work <3
www.myspace.com/iateyourpuppy  if you need color cut or extentions done xo






we got inspired by the movie B.A.P.S haha were rediculous.




I got to see a mini sneak peak of my tattoo life cover today.. only my face though haha.. im my own worst enemie when it comes to judging myself in a photo,im a sick perfectionist.. i hate it sometimes..

so THIS thirsday is the snapm event.. ill be shooting for about 2 hours i think.. than i will be selling alumni clothes at our merch table. we are also having a mini alumni fashion show with about 19 models. so come check it out if your in the area!




Ive been really into 90s music lately.. whats your favorite 90s hit?

I love this time of season it's my favorite.. It's rains alot and It's just the way I like it.

I went to brett's yesterday and got my hair done finally.. shorter and I like it better.Hung out with dylan .. he's pretty awsome. potential good friend.went to dinner with pedro and ate the most amazing italian food ever.I needed a girl's night. yes, a girls night haha.met up with cazwell for a little bit and got pink berry.. i'm probably the only person in this world that hates pink berry. yuck.
here are some photos from the other week. shooting with my friend liquesa.. it was just her birthday and i got her a vintage gwen stefani poster.. yay.shes a good friend..i'm glad i have her in my life.









i think I'm going to start putting up photos of inspiration every week. because I keep finding too many photos that I love.

my pick of the week:



what inspires you?


I'm going to put up another ebay auction this week. I have all this stuff from the ed hardy fashion show that i'm gonna sell. so stay tuned.
I have that avex japan audition on the 16th and i lost my modeling portfolio ..ugh typical.. i better find it soon:(


. We all went out to a bar on the night of the elections.. and it was like new york was being hit by an astroid . everyone was piled into pizza shops and bars staring up at the screens.. it was so weird.. than people parading through new york banging pots and pans from their apartments.so weird it reminded me of cloverfield haha. anyways i think Jimi brainwashed me because obama's term ends on the same day that 2012 is suppose to happen. weird coincidence? So I was freaking out all night while everyone was celebrating. haha typical.

what do you think about obama winning?

the modeling part will be easy, I have to walk a runway and show my portfolio. no biggy.

but the dance routine part.. ahh crap.


ANY IDEAS what song I should dance to for the audition?no hip hop! haha I'm thinking more burlesque meets electro.

The cold makes me so sad.. I never know why it does this to me.. :( not good.. I need to move somewhere that's warm all the time .Jimi"my bf" just left for egypt today:( maybe that has something to do with it..he''ll be gone for two weeks.. He's out living his dream right now.. I'm so happy for him.


my goal while he's gone is to really focus on building my website . I want it done asap!
I hope it turn's out exactly how I see it in my head.

I have so many things I want to do lately and I have to always remind myself that everything takes time...alot of time ugh.
Frank music is sending me some tracks in the next few weeks. I can't wait! I'm so excited to be working with him,and grateful considering he's all the way in london. I hope all goes to plan. im praying. Singing has always been my dream.. before modeling.. but I think I want it so badly I get scared I'll fail. Not like me at all.. but when it's comes to singing I get nervous. Ugh we'll just have to see.

my tattoo life cover will come out in two months. I cant wait .Dale said it the best cover he's ever shot.. so that makes me super excited and eager to see it!

Last week I did a shoot. I've always wanted to do..
with my friend liquesa..
she is my beautiful discovery from florida.. and she happens to look just like me.. with black hair.










you cant even tell us apart.. I can't wait to show you guys images!
In ther news my t shirt will be out very soon I promise.. I know it's been forever , but it's being printed now.. and I just need to set up a shoot to promo it. soon soon soon.. This is called the waiting game I hate.

Tonight joel is coming over , were gonna have a sleepover and think about makeup concepts for a hair shoot with brett on tuesday.. ghetto girl couture.. we are calling it.

Im stressing out.. when jimi gets back we are moving into our new house two days after.. rushed rushed rushed.. I feel like we are going to be sleeping on an air mattress and eating canned goods for the next two months until we are settled.. that's the just way it will have to be.. It's my first house I want everything to be perfect.

Im still on a hunt for winter clothes I can just never seem to find anything I like.. I hate winter clothes..

I just bought this coat what do you think?I treated myself.. a little pricey but hey .. whatever haha



I'm def all about leopard this winter,and trying to adjust to boots .

I cant wait for halloween im still trying to figure out where we are all going.. but my costume is awsome! I will give you a little hint..guns,rimmed hat,fringe. that's the only hints you are getting!

what are you doing for halloween?

Thank you all who came out for our party! it was so much fun.I decked out one room with silver and black balloons looked awsome .. The venue was so cool.. like a cave.Definatly the weirdest group of people ever haha.



I love my wifey scarlett!


I was having a bad hair night but oh well.. it happens.. always on nights that i don't want it to though damn it .












There was a giant teddy bear with a sweat band on its head dancing around at one point.. so random hahah..



I loved it.

I just got off of work im so tired rough week. Tomorrow I'm suppose to shoot with my friend liquesa. she looks just like me with black hair.. should be cute.. but I might cancel because I have to start packing to move.I'm dreading it , I have so many costumes ugh.

My boyfriend is going to egypt for two weeks , how random. I hope he dosnt get kidnapped and held for ransom. A few tourists that were visiting that area just had that happen to them :/

I'm working on a few new shoots right now.. brainstorming with brett for a hair series.. I wanna do a ghetto girl high fashion shoot haha. should be interesting.

Other than that for the next few weeks im just going to packing away my stuff getting ready to move.. it takes up so much time. i hate it.

In november come meet me at...



I cant wait for halloween! and to show you guys my costume!! what are you going to be?