Raquel Reed

Just came back from my philly trip.. it was soo cold .. this cold weather makes me so damn sleepy.in the train station i must have had a sighn on my head saying "everyone please talk to me" it gets anooying when your not in the mood.
I did a FAFI shoot with sharon tk...photos very soon they are cute.. ive never really shot with another model so i wanted to give it a try.im obsessed with faffiii






the whole time we were shooting there was like 8 construction workers working across the street.. made it very interesting..

so cold:(




creepies!



eww! hahahah





New york couture fashion show is coming up next week on the 7th .and damn has there been drama.last years show was intense drama.. so lets hope this year is better..fingers crossed. makes me not even want to go to be honest. Sometimes in life things arnt fair and you have to kind of bite your tongue..my problem is i cant ever bite my tongue.
I tured this new leaf to even give people ive had drama with another chance.. but people just always seem to dissapoint me and be the same person.













I get my shippment of posters on the 1st i cant wait!!!! finally.. !

I also talked to my mom .i never really knew my nationallity.. i knew i was welsch and african american but i didnt know what else..

peurto rican,african american,welsch engish,irish,peruvian

im so glad to finally know! i was pleasantly suprised.

my boyfriend hates my straight bangs.. but im kinda liking them.

should i keep them?

oh how months fucking fly.
january is almost over its so weird.. how fast time goes.. I feel like i never have enough of it.

Shot with the WORM 2 days ago.. went well.. did some random stuff ..I hate when i go into a shoot with no concept in my mind its really not normal for that to happen.. I just felt so rushed. Eh it happens..hope i get some good stuff from it.
He was so fucking funny though hes awsome.







got longer extentions Im loving it so much more. spent 300$ on makeup and shit how does that happen .. I really dont mean to spend that much..:( eeek   I havnt gottan that moz and tomato bazil fix yet ! My boyfriend loves radiohead so much its spreading to me now..its a good thing. Shooting with sharon in philly on monday I cant wait its a themed shoot but its a suprise! I'm still waiting for those photos from the jewlery shoot.. i hate waiting:(   Might go up to my friend kendras cabin this weekend.. for some huge 2 day party haha.. sounds fun.. i just have too much shit to do this weekend i dont know if I can go.

Counting down the weeks till the new york couture fashion show.. should be fun..
Than shooting with mosh at the alumni shoot. cant waittt .decunstructing some outfits for us.

Things happen ..It just takes time..Its the time that kills me..I'm too impatient I need to work on that.
I met with my dad sunday ..it went well ..akward but well. Next time should be better.

You really get too lonely without family..So hopfully i can fix it  now, and not have it be too late.


If you ever wondered where i got the idea for bambi shitting baby babmi"my tattoo on my arm" i got it from a ben frost sculpture. I think it's the best thing ever.





Im really counting down the time time LA I cant wait ahhh.march and april. weird im going to be 20 this year in april.that sounds old to me.. but than again im crazy.






Im getting so bored of my hair.. i want something a bit different but same color..maybe add a color? or a different style?
I've been considering a bob cut im too scared though!like victoria beckhams hair only with teal and another color as chunky highlights hhmm. hahah what do you think i should do?

I have been having a fun couple of days..

Debbi and I went out shooting at 1am in a school park..dark,in the ice cold weather. why because we are wild! hahaah
We shopped all day bought these betsey pajamas ive been wanting for a while..

i love them so much.

I think there was a winner to that jared gold t shirt contest.. send me photos when you get your stuff! xo

Mozerella bazil and tomato's are the best thing ever!

Ive been watching that show lost..and im sickly addicted..everyday i put aside two hours for it.. up to disk 5 now haha

Went to the arcade with debbi ..I havnt been to one in so long!



I was really horrible at this game. :(





haha i love debbi









yeh after spending so much money on tokens we didnt get very many tickets:(

Tomorrow is my girlfriends birthday ..at some bar so gotta go say hey and spread some love.

Paid shoot saturday. really hope its not outside:(

Ive still been so sick ..I cant seem to get better..its been about 2 weeks now .Brett got in a car accident the other night and im really fucking worried.I love him so much. Ugh He's okay just fucked up his back..thank god.

Just found out im doing the jared gold runway show in La march 14th!! So ill be in la during fashion week. really excited ive never been to la fashion week ..only ny. Jared is fucking awsome. I cant wait to walk for him again..he really does throw the best runway show.

And the new york couture fashion show is coming up on feb 7th.I never thought i could do runway.. hmm maye I can afterall.




If you find this magazine that just came out.. take a look at it.. ashlee simpson is so airbrushed she looks like a fake barbi its hot.

visitig my dad sunday..really nervous i hope it goes well.. its been ..a while..:/

wish me luck!

I got a 30 hour position at mac..so more hours woo! happy happy.

For once in my life im so content with how everything is.. Theres just always people who dont want to see others happy..and try and take stabs at you left and right for no reason.I guess I'm not allowed to be happy.

It's snowing again And im stuck inside:(
wats the weather like where you are right now?

Ive been obsessed with fafi artwork for so long now !






 possible tattoo.. in my mind anything is a possible tattoo hahaha

it would be really cool to do a fafi shoot.. i kinda look like one :)
Perk of working at mac i get to see the new collections coming out.. and guess what it is.. a fafi collaboration!  ahhh check it.




when i first saw this i was freaking the fuck out. so i hope you all do too haha.


paid shoot friday.. I hope im better ive been sick and dead on the couch all week.I hate medicine and i never take it.. smart i know.

new york couture show is coming up need to practice my walk.. i feel like i get rusty hahah.

starting mac at a new counter. excited its always nice to meet new people.

time to make more money i want tattoos!

I get nagged saying i have too nice of skin to fuck it up with tattoos.. what do you think. yes or no?

everything is wrong with my body lately.. I feel like i'm falling apart.. ugh I need ot rest..alot.. but i'm always trying to do everything.

shot some jewlery company shots.. this weekend I cant wait to get them back. I look like lindsey lohan gone tan..with blue hair? if that makes sense hahah

two more paid shoots this month woo!

I wanna be on every tattoo magazine cover problem is I need more ink..:( such a bummer.

jan 7th walking in the new york couture fashion show..at rebel nyc.

March La.. for the jessica louise fashion show. cant wait to visit home.

I need ot wash my hair.. but my extentions arnt gonna come in the mail fr a bit .. ugh:(

i miss my friend debbi.

It's funny when you totally block a friend out of your life you cant help but to think about the positives even if theres more negatives. hard to get over.but I have to remember people dont change.

freelancing at mac ..in january sucks.. every store is booked for hours.. i guess its not so busy since christmas just ended..

doing an alumni clohting shoot next month with 7 models and a hired dj haha should be a fun day.

eh not a huge fan of kanye west but his new song is good.. well only the part with the girl singing..


This fucker from the print shop hasnt called me back to start print on posters.. I hate waiting on other people..


other than that .. time to take a bath and try and get better:(